Blingered Laziness

Hello to the Readers sekalian, sorry for the long neglect on the blog. I didn't go on Hiatus bcos I was happily active in twitter, just this blog. LOL.( join twitter people!)

Actually I m still Lazy now, but I didn't want my blog to be emo with the top entry(the last entry) sounded emoish. I was but I m not now mar! :)

I already Hand In My Criminology Assignments, so now I'm a little bit free, apart from preparing for seminars work which i usually don't.I just go there n sit if the lecturer picked me then just crap whatever i can and then see if she condemn me WTF.

then yesterday I have My diamantes with me. I wanted to Blingkified my VioletBB damn long dy but ve got no time! so yesterday i spend almost 3hours and my bb is now done in diamantes!

boyflen ask why my phone need to be so blingggg blinggg!

aiyoh CHIO mah!

how do u think? hahaha the rubber side kenot blinged la. cos it dropped off easily,it's just rubber Myeh! *__________*

I m really into this shopping sphere this few days, may it be online shopping or real shopping!

i just cant stop myself from spending my Marney. Something must have gone wrong.

Post-Assignment-Traumatic Order!

I bot MAC brushes for 40quids, then several other make up sets, and even bot a beauty case for myself( arriving tomoro!)

I think it will be good and me myself will find it interesting to have a shopping post but well, I havent got everything yet(ASOS send me d,but size doesnt fit, I m thinner now woohoo so i send back for exchange!). Will blog about it when everything is with me alright! stay tuned!

i need to check up my criminology. Seminars tmr. Wat tuhh Fah

priority

Despite how close it is to my assignment due date, I feel really fatigue and try to talk to at least someone who might, inspired me.

To a great disappointment, the reality always show u the truth.

I'm not the priority in his life, rather it looks more like an option.
and what makes thing worse, I feel somehow worse than an option.

I come to realize that my thoughts of saying 'I can't live without you' is just a fantasy.

No1 can't live without the existence of the others, but if i have to say one, It has to be my father and mother. At least U know at any moment anytime, u're always the priority in their love.

Why the priority? becos we know they love, they always love their child.

And that is why, people get into relationships in and out, but ur parents will never change, the love devoted to the us, as their child.

I started to feel that something must have gone wrong btwn us.

How much i try to avoid and try to put in more hardwork to mend the broken pieces into One.

My attitude has always been the same, Work Hard for anything that worth fighting for, Until U can't do anything anymore, then just leave it to d others to do it, Maybe someone can do it better than U do to save.

I cannot accept the fact that One can be really busy they don't get 2 talk to someone they love.

It's either there's Im no longer a priority, or perhaps I just have to accept that it's a change of every relationship that something just has to fade away after certain times.

I don't know.
I don demand for romantic roses.

I don demand for surprises.

I don demand for U being at my side all the time.

I am not a new hand in a relationship, and I m not comparing U with any other people's relationship or what their boyfriend can do for them, nor do i compare u with how much if there's d others that can do for me.

What I want is at least a priority, not at the 1st place, but at least to feel that I m equally important to u as how much U did to me. A sign of appreciation is the best gift after all.

that's all i can say.

Under the pressure for assignments, I tot U can at least be there to cheer me up. It seems like it has gone the other way round.

I'm sorry, You're sorry. We felt so much a sorry........

But Love is not about Sorry, it's how much u care, How much u wan to hold it on.

and I, have to learn not2 prioritize someone who put u as an option to everything in his life.

I won't complaint, nor do i give much expectations.

U do what u're suppose2do within what U think U should,and I'll take as much as what's within my capability.

if tolerance is by all means one essential for dealing a relationship, this is time i need its help to work it out.

Back to work,
RaycheL

Choices

Ok well, U know I know, perhaps Everyone Knows and U dont know. Yours truly is now a very lazy blogger slacking on dramas and trying to work a freak out for my assignments which is 50% of my modules.
For ONE assignment I have to sit in front of my lappie for hours and hours and hours but the main aim doesn't seems achieved but well, My pocket burnt into a big deep hole. FML online shopping must be a big great doom

Now this is the thing I want to buy, it takes me 3days to contemplate so I decided to post it up here to check if my traffic readers can just give me opinions or ur choice even! I wan this heels I like it but the thing is, both the colours s look equally interesting to me. Can't be buying two.

the 1st one is this common black and was captured wearing by some celebrity. I mean true, Black can be the safest colour on earth for a shoes @heels because it matches with ALMOST all colours.

But well, U know I would like to see this design looks more likely for a sweet and lovely looks, like RIBBONS and BOWS on it? so i thought Pink would be perfect. But Effff, I don think Pink is easy to for mix-matching with my clothes!! Can't be wearing Blue and Pink! can't be wearing a Leopard Print and Pink! Errrr, Or what else more? other than that Might ok!

and the last one is this, which is also the last one which disturbs me.

I think a strong striking Pink is hard to match. Because it grabs all attention. Once ur clothes doesnt match, it goes nothing but Unfashionable. ''like yer why this fella wear liddat WTF''

so now i think a PALE PINK which close to white in mix matching would be appropriate!

so how now? Which one to get??? Black would be safe, Pink will be sweet and suit the design best BUT not for common wear (probably die hard to buy clothes to match with it summor) , and Pale Pink...erhmm, Like PALE? and in contrast, I heard from some tv programmes saying Pale Pink colour will make one feet looks darker! :(

WUUU WUUUU T____T for what I think I prefer buying another black heels which is either studded or something more chio and Rocker( now thats the fashion ok!-I wan a studded Vest too!) .

Striking Pink and Pale Pink, which is betta? ok if u think both are equally NOT GOOD to you, then how about the black? common ah?

DECIDE FOR ME AND LEAVE ME COMMENTS ON THE CBOX PWEASEEEE!!!! I want to know ASAP cos i m buying another dress as well I sked out of stock WTF lol.

Thankyou! =)

I HATE MY UNI NOW!

why is the timetable for exams not out yet!

and why is the assignment due date not ALL out yet!

I very kanzheong now because i WISH(wish!) that i can go home during CNY , and now MAS airlines is the effeff offering cheapo ticket like RM 2500 for 2ways!

I WAN TO GO HOME, but the offer probably runsaway liao la when the timetable is out.

I told U, i hate my uni, and I wanna go home. very badly.

Where U belong

For the past few days, or weeks, I 've been thinking hard HOW TO PERSUADE MY PARENTS again to tell them I want to go home this CNY if i will NOT have any clashes for my exam timetable. But today, it proves me wrong. Sometimes things can turn out to be simple, but just the matter of me telling them or not.

I even thought of buying own tickets go back then to give them a surprise just before I reach home. Nah, How the hell they got a daughter like this who forgotten how much they love me? hmm.

Sorry Santa Daddy, Sorry Lovely Mom! For what I thought Hard to negotiate for, Mom leave an msn offline msg for me today.

They actually plan to go Dubai this Chinese New Year(was told 1-2weeks ago) because Mom just undergo an surgery 2months ago, and if they were to stay at home, GUEST will do home-visiting(chinese for ang pows,lol). and hence mom will have to prepare some party for it (which presumably will be tiring for her)
BUT today, mom told me dad says if i were to go home this CNY,then they will not join my uncles for the Dubai Trip. I feel the love, so much. How can i forget how much they love me, and why do i searching up and down , reluctant to tell them I wanna go home Just because i m afraid if i will not gain their approval? Aih, U must be thinking a little bit too much.

So now, it's just the matter of timetable.

If the timetable turns out to be really friendly then I can chicken home for At least 2weeks or more, then I Will have my cny at HOME.

aww, lucky me. I got to celebrate my chinese new year every year despite the fact I m studying in UK. *finger crossed* Pray Hard that i can go back this year too!!!

Now what? it's time to study hard for the love they given to me, AND

To DIET HARD( Really hard if going back for cny!) to be chio! instead of 9months, i now only have 3months?! WTF

and oh, I m off to Paris at december 28-1st of Jan(London).

HAHA. I m loving my life now, except for the fact that, i haven't seen ma boyflen for some times. Iks.

Geeta is down to sheffield. Need to shower and meet the bunch up later. Adios!

Love, XoxO.

santa,

if u would grant my wish, the only thing i want in the christmas socks,

is U.

I miss U pillow :)

goodnite xoxo.

resolutions or a list?

it's 3.30am now and I m not sleeping bcos i was clicking thru the websites and see so many nice clothes and nice handbags.

I think I need a new Resolution for year 2010.

Ok ,OK. I lied.

I only need a new shopping List, to make sure no over-spend case is going to make me suffer my life off.

I need to set which month what to buy, so then I will save for that month and then spend lesser this month, and hence has control over what SHOULD be spent on and what Shouldn't.

Well, I m off to bed now. gotta set alarm so that I wouldn't wake up at 3.30 tomoro. ( i sleep at 3.30 last night and then wake up at 3.30 the nx day) yea, am sleep pm wake up laa.

tmr the plan is to wake up and then call pillowbooboo so that i get2talk to him then I stay awake! hahaha. well, provided that E is not taking his bloody Nap.

NAP KING.

okay, tweet dreams (opps! people, what re u waiting for? GO JOIN TWITTER!)

beanies in Life.

Umm, I might probably be abandoning the blog for sometimes because i m damn lazy nowadays. All i want in my life it to shopping and sleeping. I wan triple S. another S must be from my body shape WTF. Oh actually I shud have 4, Studying too! yek.

Ok well, to sum up what I've been up to recently, aye? btw i was blogging something emo b4 this but i chat with my pillowbooboo so now I m better I m not continuing it and hence wont be posting it up , YET. wait till someday after i finish the post la ok.

As i was typing this, i have this crave for a loaf of banana cakes damn korlian.
Yesterday Priya asked me,' Raych, Just tell me ONE food that U want from Malaysia now! Just One, NOW! (wants immediate response) '

I m like ' oh ok, let me think '

Priya again like ' just the first thing come across your mind laa'

OK well Priya, I want Nasi Kandar. LOL, possibly either from KT or the one in Nirvana Bangsar.

U tell me u can resist that. even when i m in Msia also i can drool over it okay.

So well, from now onwards, oh no from friday aka Yesterday, I have one week of reading week. I havent got any plan of what to do, since what I have been doing for the past few days was attending all the classes and then do all the seminars work, then for all that, I m now sick. *cough cough* thankyou.
Oh well btw, it always been raining when I attend all classes, so apparently my classmates dulan already when i go class then it rains. It's like I m the one who cause it. I myself felt the same FML.

btw, even if its a holidays but i have got assessment work and formative assessment work to do. My life sucks just like that. Despite how much I m yearning for shopping spree in KL, the boyflen the tell me he's going to sunway pyramid tomoro! My favorite shopping mall la! apart from MidValley, Nyeh.

Ok back to my life. Oh yes yes, My Company Law Seminars Lecturer is super HOT!!!! can die dot com when i look into his eyes! that reli makes me memupuk more interest in company law lor! cause Must communicate with him in the seminars right!! So he's like so hot his face is so cute with his damn blue eyes but he's damn tall and taizek. And he's so nice. So damn gentleman. I donoe why law school even allow Hot Hunk like this to be a lecturer. Or maybe, they shud take more of this quality one la.... so see I wouldn't skip class so often. HAHAHA.

OH I LOVE U ERIC.TEN. hahahaha.

I know I know,

cheap treat, cheap trick. hahahaha. Just that if it works then i can continue talking about hot hunks then nvm, It's cheap but works. I love you Hubbie.. HA-HA. I m cheapoo idea-er like that lol.

Well. I PMS this few days So i m taking a break from the gym , like 4days then I will continue visiting the gym thrice a week if possible. Must Lose Weights again no jokes.

I reli hope time runs faster, I wanna see how I m going to be 9months later, but well, only if the diet plans keep going.

Ok laaa. the lazy bum me, i cannot stand sitting longer on the chair, so i move my whole Bloody Bed to the study table. HAHAHA. so now I m sitting and studying on the bed. I think I m damn a brilliant BUM lor. HAHAHA.

Well, 8pm is my nappie time. BoyFlen Slept off dy,time to meet him in the dream for like 1 hour. See I m a good galflen. HAHAHA. ok well la. finding another excuse to sleep only. but I reli have to sleep around 8ish or else i will be very headache later. Sleeping nao.

Goodnite.

~ some better post will be up soon la k, at least not so random ~ haha.

Red-Hot-Vampires-Crawls

Now u see the title of the entry, U know it's a Halloween Post. In UK, it is very uncommon for the people to NOT celebrate Halloween. It's really weird how Ang Mor and Chinese treat their season for this creatures. Chinese Pantang satu dua tiga at these day, and Parents stop their children from going out late night and keeping them at home is even common. When anything happen during the month,they blame it on all the ghost month. Well, Ang Mors on the other hand, Celebrate themselves well, and even dress up themselves as a ghost(incl vampires,devils, or any other serious scary creatures that shown in the moviesss) to scare everyone off. This is what we call 'cultural differences'. Well, after leaving the country and come to their territory, I shall and will follow their culture.

Usually People do apply thick make ups to make themselves as devilish as they could. But Seriously, I dunwant to look scary or to Look like a ghost in the first place. I wan2 be pretty but with scary costume but at the end was told not scary but cute&sexy(dress) WTF!

oh now this is me with my furry devil horns. Red! because I couldn't get a red dress that night itself, so I just put on this dress which looks somehow naughtier than other dress. At least it's WILD (leopard print wtf)

#1 : so this is me in my room, with make ups on already!

#2 : when devil and angels didnt fight, they're frens@ partner of the night!! I like this gal! she's so cute! Stephanieee :)

#3: then Stephanie says : eh eh we act innocent la! come come!!

#6 : Priya the Black dark Spiderish Slut & us!

#7 : Arvindd, i donoe he pose like this! oh i would have shouted! Kejut la!

#8: Joe Joe Joe! Ewwwww~ EuJoe!

#9: Priya & Steph again!

#10 : This is EngJoe! haha i think he likes this pic very much. He set it as his facebook profile picha! hehe!

#11 : This Is CheeLeong. Who contributed much on my alcohol over-dosed. He bought me few shots leh can die dot com but apparently i have 8shots that night still not kng-ed. Surprise! I don usually take alcohol much, so i din know hw much i can drink! now i can tell, 8shots and I m still chill. LOL =P

#12 : Ikhwan !haha so cute

# 13 : Angel Steph and I! Devil and Fairy Fights!

#15:HAHAHAHA! i cannot stop laughing when i met him that night!!! hahaha. so funny lah!

#16: choo! Red and Black means Halloween dy he said. LOL no need to spend on costume one.

#17 :Jack the banana( stress banana but so cute) & Robyn the President.

Then this is the picha we took in the toilet because Wanlin need to go toilet to puke out she aint feeling comfy. So steph and I while waiting we just camwhore in the toilet!!! There're a lots more but I dun think it is necessary to share laa haha :)

In this halloween, I lost the Red Velour Cape of mine!! Vickie said she'll ask it for me. someone must have taken it away la. not like my cape has a leg also it can run itself right!! Better return me back or i start cursing already! LOL! I m damn sam tong okay I lost it!! I love it!! i rather lost my devil tail laa but Not the Cape ok! the Cape I sayang very much! Cape i.e the vampire red suits.

RaycheL says xOxO.

goodbye october

Well, I ve got lots of pictures for Halloween & Few from Nottingham games to blog about, but this time I m not blogging about that.

I m glad that october is finally over, and I m not too sure if november is going2 be a good month ahead( but i did fall sick at the very first day of it, FML i fever). Thanks to everyone who send concerns on twitter & msn, I m much better now eventho not all good now.

October hasn't been a good month, particularly for me and my hippo( ok baby i found a new name for u, Hippo is ur new name WTF) lol. But they said it was always tough at the beginning, once u ve gone thru it, it will be fine. If november is a better month, then december must be the best!

I do actually hope that I can go back at End of Jan-Early Feb, but well, Mom just told me a bad news, they might go travel in Dubai this cny but it's not fixed anyways. If they were to travel, It seems less possible for me to go home! =( I miss foods, miss curly and benji, & my Boyfriend Hippo BB lol.

Yesterday is the last day of the october so i went to notts games to eat a bulk, and then come back stil eat a bulk! went to notts to have nasi lemak with Ayam Masak Merah with Sambal Sotong(got sotong so happy) and then at night I had Chicken Briyani and side order a Lamb Curry because Sked the Indian restaurant fella dulan me order one only WTF, the portion is big so i m like damn fullllll, and the next day damn regret(today lah) but the food really stored in ma tummy for so long, I didn't feel hungry the whole day today but I did take food because I m sick I have to take Medicine, So Sad! btw, its 1st of Nov, I have to work hard and reactive the intensive diet Mode again! =)

This Coming week I have got 3seminars to attend, and even i m now sick, i still have to crawl up from my bed to study. I think I might skip the classes tomoro Or i might caught a cold again then sick again WTF. Rest 2days and start attending classes at Tuesday.

Now, that is the plan. GoodBye October, and Welcome the November.

November when the studies and diets all get serious! U gotta move it move it!!

Off to rest. Sicko.

RaycheL Says Love xOxO

Happy Purchase !

# as the pictures above suggested,

Let me warn u at the beginning of the post, this post is going to be quite camwhorish, because got lots of my camwhore picture. When u see me starting to camwhore, what does that means? haha, that means i lose some weights and therefore have a chio-er pic already! Well, it doesnt reach the stage of chio yet but this post partly made to tell the Poker Boyfriend that I m still Chio! hahahahaha!

Ok la nola incase u all dulan me. Hahaha, oh b4 i start getting into the main thing again, You reader please do me a favour la,pppweeeaaasseeee? *see i m trying to be cute , i said pwease instead of please* JUST A VERY EASY THING, CLICK ON MY ADVERT PLEASE!!!! on the right hand bar! :D pppweeaaassseee again! Click few times also can ah! =)

So apparently today After my 1hour(i runaway, so my mission failed miserably) lecture, i went to HSBC to activate my VISA card, and then i tot since i m out and all dressed up, I might well go to the city to RETURN( mindyou,Return!) the Boyfriend Shirt( not 4 my boyfriend, but the Boyfriend Shirt!means over-sized and cuttingless shirt for girls lah! I m getting in love with it how? so comfy!) but anyways, at the end, i went there and couldn't get the smallest size so i just didnt return it because I don know whether I still want it or not, I will keep it until i decide! .. Sometimes Boyfriend Tee/Shirt is very confusing, they re meant to be loose and Big and no cutting which make u look 'mou san choi' but well,when u put it on, u felt like u shud ve taken the smallest size so that u look slimmer. Now the prob comes, when u take the smallest size, it doesnt look like a boyfren Tee/Shirt anymore because it's not much oversized. so tell me, how? which one shud i take? btw i have no choice la, no small size, i can either take it or leave it( return).

Well, Instead of returning the not-so-good-buy, i tot walking around the city since I am already there will be fun! well, as if i ve not known myself well yet, I SHOPPED again. This time, no regrets because I m happy with Almost all the purchase except for the leopard print top!

so get ready! I m bringing you to a blind trip on my picturesss!! oh & btw, something must ve gone wrong to the blogger format, I dont know how to move the pictures from up to down! so it's like my camwhore pics and my new purchase* new love! * pic get a bit mixed up!

#1 : Me with my 'dono-want-or-not' leopard print top & My Loveliness Violet BB! D i tel yet? I m using violet BB so my bf thinks I shud be named Baby Violet WTF, he's so cute.

#2 : The flowerish top! I think I look a bit fat in it! but emma loving it don care! and sowie for the Messy Bed! it's not dirty clothes ok! it's all new purchase! haha,imagine that. WTF how much i bot.

#3 : Yay!*screams!* the first purchase, and also the first thing that wake my shopping mind up, and all the urge of the buying! I had been finding a Chanel-Inspired Handbag but i didn't want anything from Dorothy perkins, Topshops, Or River Island because quite lots of people using it eventho the price is more reasonable! and also, to be frank, I didn't met my love! and today when i walk pass ARK, i saw this baby and I just went in, ask the fella whether there's a new one and she said, '1piece only, we don take much and store stocks'-donnoe real or not but screw it! ARK is not as famous as the other 2 although the price of the baju-baju and beg-beg sekalian is definitely more expensive than those! well, No matter how much it costs, it still wouldn't beat Chanel so why bother? Buy Only lah! at least my mom wouldn't kill me by buying this! I finally found my LOVE! haha, I m happy it's not the common bLack! it's NAVY! WooHOo =)

Ok since I cant move the stuffs i bot up here, so this section is a little particular who kept asking how's my diet progress and also bf who threatened me that if i m not chio then he wanted to chio already damn sad, leaving me behind. T_T wht kind of bf liddat.

# 4 : I like my eye contacts, donnoe why suddenly got obvious blue already! see ang mo a lot then become ang mo already!

#5 : focusing on eyes. Woohoo. i

donnoe why my lips like that.

# 6 : Hello World! (donnoe what caption WTF)

# 7 : my favorite coat for now! =) and oh with the leopard print again! it matches nicely here! shuddd i return T_T

# 8 : the last one! Boots!! =) average likeness only but still buy it, in need of boots!

Apart from the above things, I still buy some non-wear-on-the-body garment like a blinged and diamanted keychains and pendrive, A chio card, and a Boofle bear with my name on it!(Likes likes!) mebbe nx time i ll post the pic up!

okay, i will have to go gym tomoro and day after tomoro. I got lose weights ok! wait till i get the exact figure( the end the last day of the month) i ll then see how many KGs I Byed. Byebye past tense WTF
Day after tomoro is the halloween Party, Saturday is the nottingham games! Shud have more pics coming up (hopefully).

Well, now it's time to shower and sleep! goodnight world! hope u did enjoy the post (a bit!)

x.x RaycheL

Ole Ole

** I was browsing through the pictures folder and try to find a video of curly&benji as I reali miss them damn gao lots, and then I saw the pictures of plenty of foodsssss. That reminds me of my diet plan cannot stop anytime now, because I kenot imagine how many of those undesirable & unwanted weights i gained, and it's time to be healthy here!! wuuwuu T_T

Well, surprisingly i didn't miss Nasi Lemak much, I didn't miss Sushi yet.
I miss Penang char kuey tiao with lotsss of sihams and shrimps and also

this one!!!

# 1 of those dinners that we had in KL. I think I will be happy doing a free advert for this restaurant, i like it, but i would say the food is a bit expensive! la. So this above-dish is from Ole-Ole Bali Sunway Pyramid!

# so this one with bigger portion is mine! hahaha, eyy ma bf helped to eat also ok! so i didnt eat all. This dish cost us 36 bucks(if wasn't mistaken) but with all 'ho-liao'.. got chicken drumstick(yumm!) then Roasted fish fillet, Otak-otak Sate, Salad with donoe what, their belacan, sotong, shrimp,keropok etc etc... Not sure if there's beef or not! So,even if its expensive it's still worth it if u dine-in once in a while! (36bucks excluding tax lor!)

and then this one,

# bf's Donnoe what Lamb cooked with spices, price :RM28! (i would say the 1st dish is more 'dai' lor! hor!) but this one taste good too! and smaller portion! and i even chickened my bf's lamb away! so see, my platter has ALL! LAMB, BEEF, CHICKEN, FISH,SQUID, SHRIMPS,VEGETABLE! what can i ask for more? but don be too surprised la, eventho i m a great-eater also I don eat that much ok! bf ate 1/3 of mine :D heee

# OH btw, d u see a drink beside the food? the look-abit-pinkish-drinks(chioness!) that one is nice too! it's a... Kacang merah ice-blended or something same category, RM 9, but it's nice!! Hehehe! but quite filling too, so u can share if u re going as a couple, or with frens!

So well, A recommendation for people Haven't tried this b4! go give it a try if u love spicy food and spices!!! It's a big yummmm!!!! I give it a 7.5/10 lah!

GIVE IT A TRY! (yumm, i m coming back to u ! oh, too long to think about it! :( )

-x.x- Raych. -x.x-